Famiglia post 6

The 7th page is up everyone, so that'll be our new page

Hi fam! A lotta pop ins from people heard from rarely. I may or may not be on later-cleaning attack Anyway.... My life hasn't been the best lately: haven't checked in because i've been stressed out of my mind. And I haven't been the pleasantest either. It's called bullies. Its called your best friend is best friends with a bully Its called you can't break away because you can't stay mad and your best friend and its forced to suffer with the bully -sigh- Damn school. That's not all I like pressing enter. Thats still not it. As far as I go in tk and all that... I know i'm not human, at least my soul isn't. but whatever it is, i can't quite put my finger on. I've been about as well as Okand. Whatever my soul is, it wants to break free. It's made me extremely moody, and temper-ish. I've snapped at some little things., and im not proud of it. (I believe this part, the one im about to say, is because of the bully) I've also been trying to control my hate for two people, (AKA the bully and the bullies little posse girl.) but my hate for them has made me think thoughts.... -shudder- Ex: I had a really strong urge to grab a dictonary and start beating the posse girl on the head. I didn't obviously, but that's just an example. Each full moon (aka each month. It always happens on the full moon though.) i get new information about.... wellp, anything. Pray to god something wil happen tomarrow. anyway, gtg. bai.

Hey guys o.o

well i got to go cya

hey icy, long time no see

Sup fam

im grounded right now also. all i want is for them to ease up on me some but if you can do more, that would be great

can someone help me plz. i need everyone to make my parents more easy going and less strict. im fucking 17 years old, i don't want my final time left with my parents shitty. i want to be free from these fucking rules some.

Also I know what younmean okand. Tried p shift once I had pain for weeks I had back pain and comfort when I bent down my knees wanted to go backwards I got reaally angry though my intellegence and problem solving increased it was hell for me ive never really had pain pain but it was like I battled myself to see that I am not what I appear to be. I found myself blanking out in the middle of an argument with myself and just got sad or happy. It wast strange ... but I stop the slow p shift also I'm getting a phone soon. ;) sol il be on later an stuff... TK IS BACK IN DA HOUSE MY PIG IS A WIERDO AND I GOT 6CHICKENS!!!!!!!!

I miiseed y'all woo much :)

It has been forever since ive been on hello

I'm back is anyone there?

Be back in a hour

Is anyone on?

well good night

Ebony you on?

Night shadow

good night ebony

hey ebony

Ehhh,no ones on +_+

Hey guys *chu chu*

Hey icy, how are you?

yesh

Hey is anyone on?

yo

HEEEEY long time no seee!

technicaly he is the wolf. he needs to control himself

Hey Okand and icy. @Okand that sucks hope you are able to control the wolf soon

sup.... okand that sucks but u have to let out ur anger. an example: the wolf inside me mixed with the vampire instincts wont let me back away from a fight so i give them hell to release the anger and satisfy my need to fight. kill 2 birds with one stone. and tell ur gf the truth before u lose her.

her smile in her facebook photos is so real and herself.

i just want to make her happy. but she has more fun around her friends than me. she actually is herself ar around them but not me

it got so bad that i was spitting out blood from all the screaming i did

i just had another break down. it was worse. it was also over my girlfriend but i havent told her about it yet because i don't have my phone, plus no school today.

hey fam, i snuck on just to say hi really quick. I also wanted to let everyone know im ok for the most part. im struggling with a few problems right now though so my life hasnt been the best here lately. ive discovered some more stuff about myself kinda, and im trying to work with some of it too. I'm also starting to sort of tap into my wolf. im hating it though. all ive felt is pain lately. emotional pain actually. im an emotional wreck. i lost control of myself 2 weeks ago, and with all of this intense rage and emotions ive been trying to surpress lately, im afraid that i may lose control again, but this time be worse. this damn wolf of mine, and whatever else i am is more of a curse it seems than anything. the instinct i a have pushes me towards giving in to the hate. this thing inside me wants me to let go. all i can think about in school anymore is fucking killing everyone with my hands and eating them. i feel less and less human each day. i have all this monstrocity held back inside of me, family. i cant keep it this way forever, eventually im going to break, if i keep going through all this bullshit at school and at home. All i want is to have my girlfriend more, but its like someone keeps fucking with me, and wants me to get pissed. idk what to do. ive never experienced this before.

bye icy

gtg cya

well at least now you know where you ended at and what stuff you had to do to get there. be back in 20 minutes

yeah i played a little past "dirty little secret" at my friends house now gotta start over at my house lol

Cool, did you play it yet?

nope but i got gears of war 2 yesterday

I'm good, and did you do anything interesting today?

good wbu?

hey icy, how are you?

yeah

hey is anyone there?

ok...............

well got to get some sleep, good night icy

wat u been up 2?

cool, sounds fun and i'm good

good. went to a party. wau?

Hey icy, how are you?

hey

Is anyone on?

sup

Hey is anyone on?

hello

anyways wats up?

ok

i ar camp asshole i just say not meen stuff but its funny but a bit douchy if u understand like i was jokin that women have a 4th hole and stuff like that

i'm back and cool camping sounds fun